March 18, 2000
So the Wind Won't Blow
It All Away
"It looked like a fairy tale functioning happily in the post-World War II gothic of America before television
crippled the imagination of America and turned people indoors and away from living out their own fantasies
with dignity."
- Richard Brautigan - So the Wind Won't Blow It All Away
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I discovered Richard Brautigan during
my last year of high school. Since then, he has been one of my
favorite authors. I have read all of his novels and all of his
poetry that I could get my little Hoosier hands on. I loved
all of it. I couldn't get enough.
I eagerly waited for his new books to
arrive, usually about one each year. Then, new books from
Richard stopped appearing. After a year or so I went to the
Allen County Public Library in Fort Wayne, Indiana to find out
why. This was long before the Internet defeated the American
Library System during one of the most significant battles of the
twentieth century.
I didn't feel good about this.
One of the kind librarians assisted
me and we ran some searches. His body was discovered on
October 25, 1984. The 49-year-old author's body was found next
to a bottle of alcohol and .44 caliber gun. There was evidence
that he died of a self-inflicted gunshot wound.
I still miss him.
To me, he was an author of
exceptional skill. He had a wonderful imagination. He
was witty, funny and sensitive.
Too bad he wasn't happy.


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